There’s so much involved with putting together an album. As all other artists and musicians know, the list of tasks just keeps growing every time you check one thing off and accomplish it. I would be lying if I told you this was an easy journey for me as it hasn’t been. This last year in general has been one of great discomfort and massive change. I didn’t think I would get to a feeling of accomplishment, but I finally am feeling the warm sensation creep in.
Yesterday I was buzzing all day. In the morning I had a live interview on CP24’s Breakfast Television, the night before I was on Corby’s Orbit and I also found out Love Song was played on CBC’s Fresh Air Saturday morning. With all the amazing things in my life and people involving themselves along the way it’s sometimes hard to stay present. It’s very easy to get ahead of oneself thinking ‘I want more’, ‘What if the ball doesn’t keep rolling?’, ‘What’s next?’ and so on and so forth.
For the first time in my life I don’t know exactly what is next. I left one job and am in an open arena. I decided not to have anything else going on during the release so that I could fully enjoy it. So that is exactly what I am doing. I am gonna start trusting. I am going to start believing in the process. I’m going trust that you will all be there Thursday night. I’m going to trust that the right people will appear in my life and I’m going to trust that I will be present and aware of the important things right in front of my eyes.
Of course most people natural reaction to not knowing what’s next is a fear of where the money’s going to come from. I too naturally have this fear. However, money is how we choose to view it. Anytime in my life when I’ve needed it, it has come to me in direct or indirect ways. So this too I will trust. I trust I trust I trust.
Much love see you in a few days!!!!!
ps- thank you so much to eTalk, CP24, CBC, and Corby’s Orbit for such a fabulous week!!!! More to come this week 😉
watch me play love song on CP24 here